This Morning

This morning is quite the same as yesterday. It’s so damn cold, i’m fully covered by the blanket, again. But I feel something different deeeeep inside this heart, I don’t know exactly whether this is a good one or not. Geez.

Just accidentaly heard that people got their SNMPTN, it’s kinda a good news, but i should know why I keep trembling this time.

I’m a 3rd grade student, I’m going to complete my study next year. I simply don’t have any options what university to take yet (it must be mistaken, because you are not going to choose, you are tightly selected, then you would be chosen if you are lucky enough). So, I should not be flustered just because I currently don’t have any options.

This morning, the dew won’t go away. The skies are not blue anymore.

I’m 17 years old, I’m mature in some ways, but SOMETIME i can be such a nasty kid, i totally hate that. People tell me, just take the life as easy as shit. I just can’t stand that. Where is your whole brain people? I hope I were you and you were me.

This morning, the birds are frozen, they can’t chirp anymore.

It’s too cold to think. Seems so idiotic, typing out the words he can actually mumble about.